Sumthing to ponder about

I'v meant to write on it for quiet some time....but i havn't had d resources to....computer n internet i mean...while at home....now taht i am at work....i have the liberty to write...

I have just like everybody else experienced the ghastly ordeal of the mumbai bomb blasts, although not a part of it but as some one who was affected by it. To begin with, the terrorists may have had an ulterior motive but i failed to understand what gave them satisfaction more killing innocent people or the smell of RDX??? My heart goes out to the families who have lost their loved one's in the massacre that is what i call it....something that looked like just out of the English films....for example the Die Hard films.

People standing outside in anticipation, the uncalled for media frenzy, glamourisation of the most minute happening, really got my blood boling!!! What is responsible journalism? Letting out secret operations in the open? Disclosing whereabouts so that there could be more distruction or then actually scaring the wits out of families that have their near n dear one's holed up inside. I mean, look at the sorry state of affairs! No doubts, kudos to those brave NSG commandos who rescued these innocent lives but plaese let them do their job...just like u n i do sitting in our offices...they do it out on the field....do not plague them and irritate the day lights out of them people.....just take a moment n think of the lost lives n the void they leave behind.....

Hey....loong time ago....

I get to write again....yipeee :-) that too from office!! Thats the only solace i seek at the moment:-( I just got a job, exactlt 3 days back....n i begin to crib again...n why not? we r workin on x-mas n new years.....how bad is dat?? Ok, x-mas nahi toh at least a leav on the 1rst ya :-( after a long nite on the 31st...dragging your self to office will be quiet a task.....

At this note, i'd like to take a moment out n think of the past weeks...where i was sitting at home...complaining that i have nuthin to do- wat a waste? N now when i got work...i still have sumthin to cry abt my holidays!!! duh??? God, what have you made us human's for?? Always complaining!! I am sure thats exactly what he thinks....I try my best to change dis bit about myself...not to crib, complain but i don't stop...do i??

Life has taken a 360 degree change for me...but i am still so stuck up...dat i fail to see what i have..i have a loving husband, caring parents, concerned frnds and at the moment well paying job...so what am i whining for? Make hay while the sun shines..gal :-)

Now Mrs Parmar :-)

Hey I am back....n boy do i have a lot to say :-0

Yesss....Now I am married :-) and I am in delhi...for so long i wrote all about delhi n how scared I am to be there...but here I am in a cyber cafe all by myself wondering what is it that I am missing....it was writing...writing my blog....

I have a lot to write and I do not know where to begin...should I begin with the Great Punjabi Wedding :-) Or the Honeymoon....or the very fact that for some strabge reason i havn't found a job....n i am a housewife....

Hmmm...life has taken a turn for good at the moment...i am Happy...but at the back of my mind the eternal question rings loud n clear...I DO NOT HAVE A JOB AS YET!! Sad huh? Yes i guess, you will not understand the void untill you are actually unemployed....you have nuthing to do besides sit at home n whine....hmmmm...i may sound morose on that....but what makes me smile at the end of the day is my hubby.....he comes back home tired...but manages to bring all the funny tactics with him....so i guess i do not mind waiting up till 1 am for him :-)

Last Day at Work

Hmmm....I guess its that time of your life when you feel nostalgic, a tad bit sad and also weird....because now I am officially exiting from my first job :-)

Yes, today is my last day at work....which means i officially am writing my last blog :P
After today I will be at home....preparing each day for my wedding :-0
Surrounded by all at home...do this, do that....don't do this n so on....

What i will miss....is the typing kat..kat...kat..kat....
sidey hindi songs in office
:-)
And some quarrels in team members....n me having a hearty laughter.....
Free treats at some poor souls cost :P n a lot of office gossip...hehehe...lots rite?

That mite also be coz this is the first ever office job i held for a good two years...there were busy days, very busy days n extremely slow days when i had no work to do.....

My last thots for the office are...sum gud days have just gone by :-)


This may be my last blog....for at least some time...but will keep posting as and when i have time :-)

Am i exhausted!!

I dunno the past few days have been particularly tiring...although i do not remember doing anything that is tiring :P I maybe tired cos my mind is working overtime...I am always thinking, i am not thinking then i am reading stuff...dat is worth a thought :-) Is there ever a condition where you cease to think....i doubt none. I wonder how it will be if i have to lie down n think of nothing but space!! Duhh??? Where did that come from? Hhaha...this is a good example...even if i am not thinkin productive then i am thinkin crap...hehehe....but seriously I want to find dat one passion in me that can make me do what i always feel strongly about...dat one thing that i am unconsciously passionate about....i am still to discover dat part of me...

If in all these years u do not know urself well...i wonder how it'll be to discover someone else?? Here I go again....sumthin more to think about :-)

Never Plan...

If in these 25 years of my life I have learnt anything...anything at all....NO! Its not wisdom :-) There is still time for that....I have agreed on one aspect- NEVER PLAN! Trust me...planning and expecting a thing to happen or work out for you may never happen. Like all say expectations can kill any relationship, i believe it holds true for any fortunate happening. I have noticed for the most insignificant thing in life as well, you need not plan as it will not happen the way you want it. Things happen out of their own will or lets put it as God's will. To cite an example, although a silly one....but anywas i am gona say it...the other day i really really wanted to have potato wafers...sum generous soul in the office (dat happens quiet often) decided to treat us to sum tea time snacks. I kept saying wafers wafers n thot that she would order for the same.

While the office boy left to get all the snacks...i kept thinkin to myself that finally i get to have wafers, to add to my silly ideas...i even kept aside a piece of paper on which i would take out sum wafers and eat, enjoying each morsel....

When the office boy came I quietly looked over my cubicle and smiled, to see what?? He had got dhokla!! I hate dhokla by the way!!

I kno it sounds silly but...all i understood was that there is no point in dreamin n hopin for sumthin to happen as you wish...because you may or may not get it....n you will not like it!! So to avoid any disappointments, do not think abt anything...just let things happen n take its course- at the end, there is barely anything you can do to change it..then y tax your Grey matter so much....live one moment at a time!!

Inspiration

As you travel through life,
your dreams will guide you,
determination will get you there,
and love will provide the greatest scenery of all.


I was going through some quotes today n dis really caught my attention....looking at it...it feels so true someone...somewhere is waiting for you :-) hahaha...i am sorry it was rhyming...so i liked it....heehehehe